December 13, 2009 was my fourth best day of my life. My fourth child and first girl m. Weighing in at 7lbs 11oz. Looking into those deep brown eyes was like looking into the night sky. Such peace and serenity.
Today February 17, 2013 3 years old and I swear she is a genius. She loves riding her bike (with no training wheels) Justin Beiber is her “boyfriend” and Nicki Minaj is her “Favorite”. She’s a big girl now weighing in at a whopping 51 lbs however now when I look into her dark brown eyes I don’t see peace and serenity. I see heartache an emptyness as she yearns to have her Father back in her life
Me and her father met in March of 2009 and our relationship took iff like a shoiting star. I got pregnant almost immediately. Scared but excited. We stuck together until September 2012 I became pregnant however ny body was’nt accepting the pregnancy and I begun to miscarry on November 1st 2012 had to have a D & C November 13, 2012..that was the last day my precious angel saw her father. We both took the miscarriage hard. However I blamed him for reasons even unknown to me. I told him not to talk to me nor come around any longer. Not thinking of the consequences of my actions.
My poor angel had begun asking “Where’s Daddy?” Around mid Dec. Broke my heart in a milion peices she talks about him 24/7 the traits she inherited how she has his butt. She is so proud that he is her dad. But I being selfish ruined it.
So I am on a search to locate him however has been a lot tougher than expected. I have googled him to only get old info that is no longer accurate he does not have a FB or anyother social sites. As me being a single mother I cant afford to pay all these sites or PI. So I am at the end and will note if you are able to assist in my efforts to locate him you can reach me at kaelynnsdadsearch13@gmail.com and we would greatly appreciate it if you can like and share my FB page at www.facebook.com/KaelynnsDadSearch Thanks!
“If not now, When?” That is what I say to myself everyday.
A FB page created to help my 3 year old daughter find her father. Please like & share. Would mean the world to her.